015 | on submission
from an outside perspective it is giving up control someone held down too weak, maybe, to know what they want
from an outside perspective it might be disturbing seeing someone seemingly lose all their dignity seeing someone give up on themselves shamelessly, ferally, carnally
the outside perspective sees welts on flushed skin hears pleas for more or mercy watches games they think deranged
but being held down is being held open being controlled is being seen in my rawness and still chosen
in yielding i offer my mind, my ache, my need, i offer so much more than skin and i trust to be rebuilt
where you see collapse i feel becoming where you expect ruin i know rebirth
being held down is being held open being held fully