005 | oh, old instinct to hustle — you don’t rule me here.
there is this dangerous thing where instead of keeping your thing going you start feeling like you need to “create content”
i am struggling with it right now, feeling i need to constantly produce output feeling i can't stop posting because that's what we're used to
but this place is not supposed to be a constant stream of nothingness, a fast-lived corner of the internet, one of the thousands of thousands edges you reach, just to be swept into the next swirl of “content”
i want to share thoughts and feelings and breaths and sometimes that includes the silence in-between